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And I like how you convinced me to dance in the rain
With everyone watching like we were insane

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I am your daughter, hiding my depression.
I am your little sister, making a good impression.
I am your friend, acting like I’m fine.
I am a teenage girl, ~~pushing~~ my tears aside.
I am the girl sitting next to you.
I am the one asking you to care.
I am your best friend, just hoping you’ll be there.

Let us drop these bread crumbs, so that together we find our way home, because losing our way would be the most cruel things…
This year I lost my way... and losing your way on the journey is unfortunate, but losing your reason for the journey is a fate more cruel...
The journey lasted 8 months…sometimes I traveled alone; sometimes there were others who took the wheel and took my heart. But when the destination was reached it wasn't me who arrived, it wasn't me at all.
And once you lose yourself you have two choices... find the person you used to be... or lose that person completely…because sometimes you have to step outside of the person you have been,
And remember the person you were meant to be, the person you wanted, to be the person you are...

Let the words flow and the ink explode. Snap a picture ... reach for the sky close your eyes and dont let this moment pass you by.

Red...the color of desire
Black...the color of despair

Remembering you standing quiet in the rain, As I ran to your heart to be near, And we kissed as the sky fell.

I never seem to find a reason to let you in again or forgive you > I'm sick of feeling like I need you knowing I never did but I miss you > Taking & breaking & hating I remember all you said to me now > Faking forsaking & failing my memories are all stained again > Let me get inside your head ... And let me hurt you again > I never reach my indecision to let you see again all I give you > I'm sick of feeding your attention knowing I never did I distress you.

That can't eat, can't sleep, reach for the stars over the fence, world series kind of love.

It seems like everyday's the same and I'm left to discover on my own > It seems like everything is grey and there's no color to behold > They say it's over and I'm fine again.

Last night I saw the beauty queen paint her face on, I wanna be the Magazine that she bases life on.

And my words will be here when I'm gone > As I'm fading away against the wind > And the words you left me linger on > As I'm failing again now never to change this.

Just think of this and me
as just a few of the many things
to lie around
to clutter up your shelves
And I wish you weren't worth the wait
because there's some thing's
I'd like to say to you...

Cause I can't face myself in a mirror (I'm left alone with all my pain) > And I disgrace myself in the mirror (I'm left alone with my shame).